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Bored ~

2010-04-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

Today damnnnnn BORED , soo come post lor .
BUT .. i dunno wad to write siol ...
Lets c . Todae hand kena injured cox th door ah .
Not pain le , but still a bit red .
Saw him todae , quite happy though .. Hahas .
Nth to write le , gtg nw .
Wait till next post , byebye ~

Loneliness T.T

2010-04-11T02:18:00.000-07:00

When I’m not there… do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you… do you wish I was there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? Because that's how I think of you

When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me.

It's not his friendship I miss, it's him. The very person of him. His presence. I want his shadow on my wall, I want the smell of him. I can't eat without him, I can't do business, I can't read a book without wanting his opinion, I can't hear a song without wanting to sing it to him. It's like all the life and warmth and color has bled out of the world when he is not with me. I am not missing my friend, I am missing my eyes, I can't see without him. Without him, I am a blind woman.

I never let go of the absolute conviction that we'd meet again one day. I used to dream of you and wake up happy. I thought if I saw you again then the rest of my life would be one long smile. I thought I could never be miserable if you were around.

It’s the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say what’s the matter with her?? I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away

It’s like I realized that way down inside, I’ve always been lonely for something. But I don’t know what for. It’s like everybody in the world wants something only they never really know exactly what it is - they just keep finding out what it’s not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels…empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn’t

My biggest fear is that I will become too comfortable with the idea of being lonely for the rest of my life.

One of the worst feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the dark by yourself in the wee hours of the night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you. How could anybody realize what's happening? Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow. But for you, there's no difference in the days. They pass monotonously. And before you know it, it's all gone.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them.

I've been lying here all night, listening to the rain talking to my heart and trying to explain why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

You never feel truly alone in the world until you stand, alone, on your parent's grave.

It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.

She doesn't know what's right. She doesn't know what's wrong. She only knows the pain that comes from waiting for him so long. And she doesn't count the teardrops that she's cried while he's away, because she knows deep in her heart, he'll be back someday.

I'm not the kind of girl who thinks a boyfriend is the answer to everything, I'm just tired of being alone.

Of all the days you've been away, I seem to miss you more today. All I have is a starless sky and hopeless dreams to get on by. Though there's no way for you to be near, I know its crazy but I wish you were here.

I've finally found that life goes on without you... and the world still turns when you're not around.

There are so many things I'm not sure of in life, but with all certainty at this very minute, all I know is that I miss him

I'm wishing that someday, you'll miss me terribly that no matter how hard you'll look for me, you wouldn't find me...because I want you to miss me the same way I'm missing you.

She smiled softly, the saddest loneliest smile I've ever seen and then she shut the door behind her and was gone.

miss you when something is troubling me, because you understand me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you can make me laugh, and you can stop my tears too. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, thinking of all the times we had together... those were some of the best times of my life

One fine day at the library....

2010-04-11T01:05:00.001-07:00

S[he] Be[lie]ve

“We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness"

Hello

2010-03-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

Yo ~ Hahas , im bck !
Busy quite lately , no time to post , and care .
Since today bored , i will write sumthinq ..
Hmm . Ytd whn to band , sectionals and drills .
KENA PUMPING fer being late -.-
Now leg red like hell , still pain though T.T
Ohrkehyx .. I hav nothiinq to write lehr , summore not feeling well .
Wait till next post bahr , Byess =D

2009-12-08T22:29:00.000-08:00

Hello :] Such a borinq dae , so ii decided to update my bloq xD
Just nw went to chanqe my taqqboard .
Bcox of tht , Iim almost MAD !! >.<
Ii was tryinq to tink wad colours suits ..
[orhkahs .. Not so interestinq .. ]
Erh .. so qot wad ?
tinkinq .
tinkinq ..
tinkinq ...
No lerh bahrs ..
Endinq here den .
Post another dae whn iim free =D
Gdbye ! :]

2009-11-02T15:35:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps !
Today free , so come and post my blog .
Quite busy dis few daes . More worst , i injured both of my hands and legs !
Soo painful nia .. Went to c a clinic , doctor sae tt th bone might broken siol ..
So scared tt my hand cannot moved animore !
Anyw , hand bandaged . Cannot type too long .
Will post again whn i am free .
Byee ! ~

Band~

2009-09-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hi .. Long time no post ler , busy nowadays ..
Hmmm .. todayy havin sectional fer band .
After a while , we go do drills . we were splitted into two groups , and i ended up wif th seniors which i dun quite noe .. It was damn FUN ! (:
Learn many drills 'skills' which i dunno (:
Errr .. Still gt ..
tinkin...
tinkin...
No ler bah .. Endin here .. Next time den post again ..
Byeeee ! ~

2009-08-26T05:46:00.001-07:00

Since dis gal not quite noe how to post ~ den i hwelp her lohhs ~

dat day she ran 3.2km , n she got 6-7 place fer gals !! haha
er wad else...
tinking ....
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UH HUH ! she say she met Felix in th same bus ~ FATED ( okay not so interesting)
hmm nth else lerhhx i guess.

Haha dis gal 1 ting very good , she is always as happy as ever.
less problems , less worry , less sadness (:
She loves ur Felix loadsloadsloads too !

Nth can b better den ur Felix darlinq haha ~

First Post

2009-08-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hehe , first time postin .. Dunno wad to sae .. Nxt time den post bahhs .. Buaiis ! (: